| I have loved you every day |
[Dec. 16th, 2009|09:06 pm] |
You had so much anger you didn't know what to do with it all. So you hacked it to pieces and put it in trunks that you buried under the floorboards under your bed. But some pieces wouldn't fit so you put them in jell caps and swallowed them down pill by pill with a big gulp of water each time. The jell caps dissolved upon hitting your stomach but the anger drifted down with the natural order of things. It bounced off the walls of your belly where some of it clung and burned deep. The rest travelled into the small intestine where it became lodged in the dimpled lining and began to rot. Everything you ate after had to pass by the anger, which sizzled away unaffected by digestion. It bore straight through the side of your stomach, leaving ulcers in its wake and leapt without effort into your blood stream.
You had so much anger, it flooded the blood cells. It out numbered the reds and the whites. Your iron count dwindled as the anger grew stronger, rounding your body with each solid heart beat. And that is where it headed last. It caught a ride on the blood stream, pumping its way to become re-aerated. It hit your heart at full force. The valves opened and shut and with each beat the anger grew thicker inside the muscular ventricles. There was no more room, the blood couldn't get in, the anger had taken its place.
You had so much anger your heart became solid, a mass, barely beating bulk of hatred and hurt. You couldn't breath steady past the the weight of the anger and your lungs softly took in their last soft gasp of air. When your brain started crying, begging oxygen, you lay on the bed over all of the trunks. The room started spinning and the stars fell through the ceiling, raining down in a ash flick of light. You would have thought it beautiful had you seen it but the anger had clouded your eyes. As your lids slowly flittered down upon one another, lashes becoming entwined you couldn't help thinking your last ever thought, "Love and killed by this anger of mine." |
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